ohwell.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
couldn't take it anymore.
it's only coming to two weeks. and i feel so weak. damn you!
so many things happened. good and bad, but now i'm too lazy to write anything alr. don't feel like remembering all the shit things that happened and all the things i did :/
gonna screw up ss! sigh. felt like writing FUCK! and handing in. didn't even study that part. thanks bianca for trying to comfort me after the test :D haha she was like "natalie they'll probably just mark one part! so maybe they'll mark the source-based questions!" haha thanks, but that was equally difficult too! :/ ohwell
i don't feel like blogging here alr. maybe i'll really switch to lj. SIGH!
haven't blogged in ages. doubt anyone cares anyway so.
When you can't take it anymore,what do you do?God help me.
yeah right!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
okay so school holidays are ending. tmr's back to school!
I'M GONNA BE A MUGGER.
didn't even feel like i had a holiday. pffft.
anyway here's something cool that just happened :D
SOMEONE GAVE BIRTH AT THE CARPARK!
i think it's very cool! too bad i didn't get to witness it. my dad scolded me and in the end he went to look -.-
but yes i think it's very cool. scary, but still cool. when he grows up, he's gonna have a really interesting story to tell! (yes my dad told us it's a boy! haha)
think about it, how many people actually get to say they were born at the carpark?
i got a new nephew. he's pretty cute :D except he had rashes when we saw him.
today's sermon made sense to me. i guess it's true that sin comes from our own weaknesses. so we can't blame it solely on the devil (as much as i would like to!)
so yeap. back to school. hope i can get through it.
DAMNIT
Monday, June 22, 2009
stupid phone's been sent for repair. probably gonna lose everything that was inside. i feel very dumb for not saving them ):
and i currently have no spare phone at home so. no one's gonna be able to contact me. UGH.
so annoying. but no point being annoyed. just hope it gets repaired soon! :D
and i'm glad ytd made you happy heh :D
i lost the mood to write anything alr. christine's diary posts hahaha! it's in a way cute. DON'T GET TOO EGO.
my mom's on the phone. and i just rmb there was a cockroach last night! in my bro's room. eeeewww. yeah man when i die, i'm really gonna ask God why he created cockroaches! there's no use for them. and he made them survive radiation too! so unfair.
I wish there was a way. Somehow.
movies :D
Saturday, June 20, 2009
went out with wenjing on friday :D watched two movies hahaha. ghost of girlfriend's past and i love you, man. both were funny :D i love you, man was nc16. i'm legal alr yay! hahaha. wenjing's not yet, anyway they don't check so it's okay.
walked around randomly. and talked. went to macs and sat down. and talked somemore! haha and we didn't even buy anything. it was fun catching up :D
celebrated father's day today! went to the equinox. which is on the 70th floor! so high. and the view was quite cool :D hahahah. ate high tea over there.
there was a small girl! found out she's jap after that haha. ANYWAY! for some strange reason, she was trying to grab my hair o.O haha in the end i touched hers! she's so cute lah. went back home after that. skipped dinner heh :D we always do that. wasn't very hungry anyway.
they went out after fetching me home. buy pillow for my bro. who is coming back on fri! haha. it's so fast. but yeah. just watched an episode of gossip girl! it was a really funny episode btw :D
"do you know how hard it is to get revenge when your enemy's changing every five minutes?!"haha i found this really funny. blair's comments are so retarded sometimes.
gonna study now. sigh!
hotel stay again :D
Sunday, June 14, 2009
haha just came back from the hotel. merchant court hotel. it wasn't as nice as the previous one though! but still can lah. lynette's message was really funny. "why you keep going to hotel?!?! what happened to your house?"
hahah my house is perfectly fine! kept watching tv when we were there. watched never been kissed, a bit of it's a boy girl thing, a bit of a lot like love (which was boring so we switched it off and played cards instead), the dark is rising which turned out to be really dumb! and the ratings they give on star movies is really retarded. 15years and below for the dark is rising? it's not even scary! haiyoh
yeah so basically i slacked when i was there :D hahaha
hmm...okay school ended on tues. ended early :D met vanessa on wednesday to get my score. studied with her haha! we went to the library. but there were these annoying bunch of kids who were making so much noise so i suggested we go eat :D went mos burger. and we saw weiping! and her friend. haha we sat in front of them. so yeah i did study loh. she kept talking TSK. hahaha
met jingo the next day. we planned to watch a movie, but we both ended up being late. gave up watching it, went to her house instead :D and watched wall-e hahahah. and i was commenting so much about it. but i kinda agree with amanda (yes i still rmb what she said because it was so funny hahaha) the movie was only okay to me. i don't see what's so cute about wall-e! ohwell
did math and then went back. haha didn't do much. but at least i did something! unlike you tsk.
anyway, wenjing's back! like finally :D church later.
learning journey and what not.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
i'm getting in the mood of studying! no idea if that's a good or bad thing. almost done with all the homework. left with bio transport in plants the horror O: i hate plants! i don't get why we have to learn about them
learning journey on monday! to pierce resevoir. the walk there was freaking hot. and then we had to do this nature walk or something. before we finally reached the place where we could sit!
haha and we didn't really learn much. vanessa was telling us about the history of the resevoir. then five minutes later, let's eat! and so we did. the chips that were supposed to be shared among a few spread to the whole class hahha. not that we minded. then we started playing games
played twister! which was so...twisted (for lack of a better word) and really wrong! hahaha saw the pictures on facebook alr. i took some of them! haha. we gave up after three rounds. it got too tiring. and then mrs tan was still sitting down so comfortably throughout the game!
then we played retarded games. like what is the time mr. wolf? amanda was the wolf! hahaha. and she was also the lao ying when we played lao ying zhua xiao ji! and lynette is a great mu ji. grabbing amanda and preventing her from catching us! and then i got out of the game because i couldn't stop laughing. my sides were hurting haha
oh then we played ice and water. where me and nat were supposed to freeze everyone! nat and nat hahaha. we got tired after a while. but we did catch everyone at first loh. just that somehow they got unfrozen tch. then we gave up too.
sharon's dare! my respect for her went higher after that! :D she was really cool
first time we just screamed when he actually picked up! haha and then the second time.
"hi baby are you free tonight? oops sorry wrong number!"
and then sharon hangs up. whole class bursts into laughther! hahahah. she's really cool can!
first week of extra lessons done. it's scary how fast time passes ): we did our amath test in the dark ytd! there was a blackout. i'm gonna fail it. SIGH. imagine knowing you're gonna lose 16 marks. first two qns were okay, the next two. sigh no need to do alr! i really gave up lah. didn't even know how to integrate tch.
blackout again during chem! it was really hot. after that my head was really hurting. AGAIN! it's been like that for the whole week. it's definitely the weather. because i had a headache again today. was gonna go home but i didn't haha. went over to jingyi's house instead. read calvin&hobbes :D i'm halfway through! gonna finish the other half soon.
it's annoying how persistent you can get! TSK.
my tuition got cancelled! changed to another day. and today's tuition got changed to tmr too. haha so i could watch wizards of waverly place and hannah montana! :D both episodes were funny. the ending of wizards of waverly place was really sweet (: i would quote it if i could haha
just finished watching ghost whisperer. i'm lagging. but yay she's pregnant! and i think the guy in the episode i just watched is cute :D he reminds me of chad michael murray! haha
hotel stay next week. and i don't think my parents expect me to study! hahaha my mom was like "we can laze around on saturday...watch tv, play cards!" and i added shopping :D hahahah which they will bring us lah. i'm not worried about that heh.
so okay back to homework. my parents are out to dinner on their own cos i was too hungry to wait for them to drive my sis down to church. i'm gonna be disciplined heh. i'm a good kid :D
POP!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
okay this is a really belated post. shall talk about POP :D
well the whole cermony was rather screwed up at the end. i rushed out of school to get presents, and i delayed everyone O: but aww they waited for me! :D it was nice of them hahaha.
nothing much to say. except it was really drama. hmm. no point saying anything alr because we can't undo whatever happened anyway.
so section dinner at crystal jade. had steamboat! and their service was really bad until mag got so pissed and shouted at them :D then they became really nice to us. it was funny. and we burnt the steamboat hahahaha. i rmb the funny part was when carrots suddenly appeared! everyone was like huh since when were there carrots? i thought they knew lah. because i did! just that i forgot about it hahaha. it was at the base of the pot and got burnt
vanessa's parents came and fetched us to the chalet :D by then it was really late alr haha. and we were really dirty because we didn't bathe. slept in our band uniform hahaha.
and so we woke up and bathed in the morning. BK breakfast. then vanessa came with me back to school to get my medicine. thanks! :D then we trained back to the chalet after cabbing. it's really like a one hour trip O:
things happened when we weren't there. but ohwell. and alot of things happened. and it pissed everyone off. went to watch night at the museum with vanessa! :D while the juniors wandered around haha. they didn't want to watch it so.
by the time we had bbq, everything was fine so yay :D danica came for the bbq! hahaha you're probably gonna get ego. but yes you made it feel more complete haha. it was fun :D i guess what tiffany said is true. that everyone should have bbqs! cos you can really bond haha. too bad danica couldn't stay over.
we watched boys over flowers. SIGH! i still don't get why everyone's crazy over the show though. so annoying! tiffany's friend came over haha. bathed. played a few rounds of bridge. anyone who plays with him almost always has a high chance of winning! then we ended up betting abit. mag won throughout can! but i only lost once so not so bad either :D
we went to sleep at close to 4? vanessa was like some pig can. sleep so much. but i think it was because she was sick hahha. her nose blocked! we had macs for breakfast that morning. i was so tired by the time we were on the train. the videos tiffany showed me were hilarious :D and i can't believe guys would actually learn the dance! i can't imagine
wanted to sleep but i didn't in the end. went to church. nothing much after that. been having headaches every day since then ): but i think it's the weather! it's screwing me up gah.
jubilate VI
Sunday, May 24, 2009
thanks for all the flowers :D and all the hugs. i guess it was really emotional at the end. no idea why. but yeah.
took loads of pictures! hahaha. but it's all with other ppl. shall go get from them in time to come :D i didn't get to take a picture with cheryl in the end! ohman.
miss sia was HILARIOUS. hahahha. she scolded him! and imitated him too it was so funny i couldn't stand it. couldn't stop laughing. and then she started complaining about him hahahahah. so funny.
hmm then we rehearsed in the room. and that was when weishan cried O: awwww. i gave her a really big hug. cos she looked like she could use it. and because she's so small! it's really nice to hug her haha. then she hugged me back really tightly too. aww :D she's so cute. then later on she felt so proud that she started the whole thing. cos after that others started crying too!
sorry aikching i couldn't go out in time ): but thanks anyway! it's the thought that counts :D during interval we were sitting down. waiting for it to start. me and vanessa were on the opposite ends of belle and weishan. then we smiled at them heh. and at that point i was alr thinking omg it's my last performance!
haha then it really started. curtains came up. and she walked in. stand up smile at the audience. hear so many ppl cheering. hahah before we played jericho was quite funny! because she was about to start but because everyone was still cheering she put her hands down. i was laughing when it was supposed to be serious oops O: then got ready.
hmm it wasn't really our best but ppl said we sounded okay so okay! haha okay then we were walking off stage. i got hit by a tuba on the head! O: and then i started crying hahahah. vanessa said it was because the part that got knocked is the part that controls my emotions! hahaha but then later on after seeing clarice cried i really started crying ):
and then i actually stopped! but started again. sigh i'm gonna miss it :/ four years and suddenly it stops. need to get used to that feeling. then yes it ended.
i slept at like 1plus haha. really late. so i woke up late too. tuition and what nots. need to study now. and focus. set my goal! i alr have it. i just need to work towards it. hmm
we played cards last night. my parents are so cute :D hahah then my dad suddenly played some random song that came with his phone. and it's quite a funny song! i like the music. the title is the feel good song and the funny part is that it actually does make you feel good! hahahha. and i could sing along to it when it was my first time hearing it. amusing.
oh yeah. THREE MORE WEEKS! :D and you're back yay. haha but need to study now gah. stupid integration! i need to do well. and get rid of that annoying stupid C5. TCH.
(:
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
chem spa lesson today was hilarious :D i love the people around me because they are just so hilarious. so we did some random experiment with calcium something and magnesium strip. then add hydrochloric acid and watch it react.
well, we got bored and after that we started mixing stuff around. so i think we added coal, salt, copper (II) carbonate is it? copper (II) sulphate and i'm not sure if there were others. hahaha then clarice added acid!
okay so at first there was no reaction. but the minute it did, we all took a step back! and then we started laughing haha. it was so funny because we all did the same thing at the same time! and our faces probably mirrored one another's too.
hahahah then we continued mixing until we heard her saying "has everyone finished?" and she started walking around. so cleo was the pro. she took the beaker and just poured the contents away and started washing normally with the "innocent" look on her face. we couldn't stop laughing after that.
this is what we do to entertain ourselves for one hour. it was fun :D
finally done with all the tests. exhausted myself which probably explains why my throat is feeling like this now ): i think i'm falling sick! ohwell.
and i think i pressed the keys too hard during band. my finger bled O: partly because the skin was alr peeling. exerting pressure on it just made it worse. watched dance perform today! haha their music sounds scary. so weird.
ate dinner outside with my mom today. and i'm actually too lazy to do anything else so i shall take a break from everything. i'll do tmr heh :D
and i'm traumatized now! tch. anyway here's a quote:
You can do anything, think or believe what you like, have all the knowledge in the world, but if you don't love someone, you are nothing. - Marcelle Sauvageot
i guess that makes sense. haha okay shall go off now.
i can't wait for american idol. adam lambert VS kris allen. after today's mini-debate during chem, i think both stand a chance of winning! and actually i support both. but if i did have to choose, i would choose adam lambert! hahaha. ohwell. two more days :D
last camp!
Saturday, May 16, 2009
just came back from band camp. i'm really tired and i have tuition later at 4 ):
so overall camp was quite alright. i preferred day games to night games! haha. and yay i feel happy i contributed to my group winning second :D credit goes to chengmei too! who joined my group and helped us to score one point hahaha. then i scored the other two :D before leaving to discuss posts.
i think at one point of the netball game, the way i caught the ball was really funny. i didn't even know how i got it! but it was quite unusual. can't rmb who was the one who commented but it went like woah natalie not bad! i think it was chengmei hahaha. so it was quite fun.
got to sort of know the juniors better haha. at least i can put the names to the faces now! horror movie at night really scared me. but then at the end we realised the ghost is actually good! so yay. and it was quite retarded because we were cheering for the guy to escape. and it's only a movie haha. but i guess that's what makes it fun and less scary :D
but sadly it doesn't mean the images aren't in my mind ): SIGH.
haha then night games. our level ran away from our groups and went to the field and did a lot of retarded things. had a lot of screaming. until i think the neighbours complained O: and called the police! so when we wanted to scare the sec3s, we had to cancel our plans because there were those five policemen.
but in the end they came just to tell us not to make so much noise haha. so okay we won't do it again! played cards until like 3plus and then we went to sleep. which explains why i felt like i was having a hangover. headache :/ but ohwell. my last camp, might as well! :D
oh and before i forget, wednesday was a really cool day in school. i guess our school really is very united in a strange way haha!
so okay in the morning we heard this class screaming. then after a while we got really curious. and then they screamed so loud we wanted to see the commotion! and so we did. and it wasn't just our class, EVERYONE ELSE WAS OUTSIDE TOO! like all the levels. okay maybe not all but i knew the sec4s were hahaha. and sec3s too.
apparently a crow came and ate a sparrow or something O: so weird! which reminded us of last year when the bird got eaten. ON MY BIRTHDAY SOMEMORE! it was so traumatizing.
yeah but i think it was really cool. because all of us got distracted and went outside just to see what was going on! hilarious.
haha okay. have to go like now. i hope i can stay awake ):
ohoh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANICA! even though you're annoying as to miss band camp, my last one somemore! you're still a nice junior and i hope you'll enjoy yourself today haha :D don't let your flu ruin your birthday. oh and don't miss me too much when i leave! :D hahaha
