stressed >_<
Thursday, September 07, 2006
ugh felt real stressed just now. kinda snapped at charlene when she called. and the conversation i kinda felt annoyed i dunno why so...haha i'm sorry! but charlene was being super lame.
i feel like not doing the damn music thing. benita called and told me her teacher alrdy composed. her teacher leh! and i have like nothing. rachael has her teacher. and me? i have no more piano lesson until the 16. and my exam's coming. i don't feel prepared at all.
it's like i'm real scared of the outcome. if i fail, it's a waste of money and i'll have to retake again. and i might have lesser confidence to do it again. i dunno...
haha but on the upside, me bren aly and zh were talking. haha over lame stuff. it seems like it's always the four of us. even though we dun see each other so often...and ziheng is gay! haha but still. it's nice and funny to talk to them.
but now brenda and ziheng are busy playing auditionsea --''' so there went the conversation. haha i'm still doing book review. wasted my whole day doing tt. and reading fanfic. ahhh i'm addicted to it. and worrying over my piano exam and the composing thing...and more stuff.
been listening to planetshakers. i like their songs! like always and forever, majesty, shout it out, pick it up, redeemer and many more! haha some of them i heard it at the concert. hehe it was super nice!
and i like gomennasai too. haha the starting part is jus piano so i listen for fun. then play on the piano (: yeap. it's nice!
haha i've been slacking and i bet i wun do well for bio test. but aiya it's the review test tt counts right?? hehe i hope so. i think both is counted. and i am so gonna beat rachael on the next maths test. i dun care i want tt movie ticket! even though it's at eng wah cinemas. but still...XD
oh well this whole week for me has been nth but using the comp everyday. went to watch one movie only ): still got more tt i wanna watch! ahh but not possible.
haha and right now! i shall stop here. cos i need to finish hw on the comp. sis gonna end tuition soon (:
