things change.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
haha ok i jus rmb something. on monday when me and mel were at the moelc walking towards our class, someone said, "1unity de ren! 1unity de ren!" and we were like huh? who is that talking abt our class?
and next moment the person walks up beside me...and i look to my right only to see: the prefect which checks us every morning. wow after school alrdy still come and check on us esp. our socks--''' bleh who cares.
anw today i jus realised something. and that is ppl can really be different frm the beginning of the year to now. as in seriously u never know if your friends are genuine. so i'm like seriously thinking, i really dunno why ppl can change so much.
haha I HATE ART! enough said. at this rate, i'm so going to a lousy class thks to the stupid art grade WHICH IS COUNTED. blah i so hate it.
yay! mr wong didn't come to school today. so...no music lesson!(: i think i'm psychic cos i decided not to write the pentatonic tune and was gonna tell him my reason. then he didnt come! yay haha i'm not being mean or anything. but hello? the whole class was happy! cos a lot of ppl havent finish doing.
haha morning jog. didnt want to jog actually but then will have to re-run. then aiya heck with it jus run despite having a stomachache. at least i ran! haha unlike what i saw (:
oh well. i can't blog about mean stuff. and stuff which i know ppl might read. anw during lunch was the nice when like, me and melody talked a lot. cos of the thing tt happened in class. and actually well...a person wun feel good abt reading stuff abt them. abt how ppl dun like them. i shant say hate cos it's a very strong word.
and then is like...we didnt tell her in the end haha. cos we decided not to so i'm sorry for not telling how i really felt abt it. and for encouraging u in the first place and only regretting it later.
haha and then talked somemore to melody. guess i'm like pretty close to her loh. and krystal and sandra. rachael is ok then charlene hor. she too lame lah! can't stand it sometimes. haha but it's funny. so yeah suddenly feel like saying this too! i love melody too as a friend, sisters in Christ(:
yay! bassoon is finally repaired. too bad it isn't mind. it's michelle's one. and i dunno if she still wants to use it. oh yeah! and the lousy one which goes super off, is gonna be repaired too! haha so now there'll be like three bassoons which can be used (: which i guess is good. lol
blah anw. why shld ppl not like each other? and let's see. i think it's plain weird if ppl make friends with u again. as in seriously. it's jus like...suspicious?
if someone doesnt like you alrdy, then the person would be like all mean to u. say bad things abt u to other ppl so tt ppl wun befriend u. blahblahblah it's all the same. why cant ppl be like nice to each other and forgiving and like, quit having enemies!
ugh it's like so complicated. and our class is broken up into...five cliques. yeap u can count cos it's so darn obvious. but haiz...i really dunno lah haha. if ppl said bad stuff abt me, i would feel real sad and spend like days and night wondering what i did wrong before giving up and jus accept it.
i've gone through tt before. it's like really hurting esp. if tt person used to be someone close to u. and suddenly jus became your ex-friend. which is like sad.
guess today i learnt new stuff. became more emotional i guess. i've never been not emotional, just more.
and melody suddenly said tt i am a bit girly!--''' ok ignore that. it's weird! haha but i dunno. it's 10.15pm and i didnt do maths hw haha and sci too. but aiya nvm do in sch XD
oh yeah i wanna say something else too. I HATE PRUNE JUICE. and my sis told me that shld add water then nice. ugh my mum so mean gave me without pouring water and forced me to finish it ><
ok i dun wanna blog alrdy. i think tts enough haha partly cos i'm too lazy to blog abt how pissed i am with the teacher.
no one can predict the future-
