passed away :/
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
grandma passed away today :/ found out while i was studying in the library and i was very shocked. then i wanted to cry. but i didnt wanna cry in front of them. so yah. i think my mood changed quite drastically but...the test was like shit man. i really didnt have the mood to study
then i wanted to cry during the test. omg emo much. then i was sneezing -.- went back after taking the test so didnt stay for jap class. haiz...i guess my mom's alright. feeling worried for her. cos she was saying she cry until no more tears alr :/
i'm jus hoping that tomorrow would be alright for me. that i would be able to be strong and not break down crying. haha i feel like needing a hug cos i'm feeling emo. band tmr and my mom says i don't have to go if i don't want to. cos i was supposed to go down to the funeral. but i didnt cos i have hw to do. so i'm gonna stop now.
and if this is what you want, it's what you'll get.
