breakdown :/
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
haha was listening to if i were you ytd. and i felt like looking for the lyrics. so i did. and one sentence is now my display name. cos i think it was very suitable for it last night. haha i can't rly rmb what happened. all i know is that i was very annoyed. band was okay i guess. was really tired :\
and i found out that kialin is actually supposed to play the same part-.- haha she told me today! wah then end up ytd we were like huh this part only got bassoon o.O ytd was funny. had sectionals at specs stand. haha got play. then i was playing unfaithful for fun. michelle took so long to figure out x)
then she was playing this weird song. but she never tell me what song it is and expected me to figure out the notes -.- later on saw chows and wenjing playing at the track. and apparently they were there at 5plus jus tt i never see o.O
took 265 way today. actually it's quite fast too. wah my specs got hit! rah. nvm went home. for some reason. i was kinda annoyed suddenly. but i have no idea why. then nothing much. did some stuff. then fell aslp at 11.30. woke up feeling tired again -.- and i think it's impossible for me to show mercy lah! :/
and i realise how fast things can change. not just cos of what's been happening lately, but also every other thing that's currently happening in my life.
oh man. broke down today. i guess i'm just really disappointed with myself? when i think about other people doing so well. okay i admit i'm quite competitive. BUT STILL. i'm scared it'll be like last year and then history will repeat itself.
THAT SUCKS OKAY. sucks like shit! haha but thanks for cheering me up :D rejected all those chocolates cos i'm not greedy x) haha but yeah thanks. think i kinda scared rachael LOL. but when i see her i suddenly started crying again lah! rah stupid shit. haha nvm. i'm gonna work hard now :D MOTIVATION! i will pick myself up from where i fell. like limin! haha then move forward!
so yeah. tts what i'm gonna do. work hard for EOYs then relax! watch movies :D ohoh plan gahering LOL. if rachael rmbs XD
okay. gotta do homework. have a lot today :/
