BOOKS = REALITY
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
okay monday wasn't a great day. but it was alright. haha changing seats isn't so bad after all. anw. time will pass pretty soon. like it always does. and shirley is quite funny! so it's alright :D she keeps singing random songs!
got back jap test ytd too. i know i'd fail it, so yeah i wasn't surprised when i did. haha then i stayed behind cos chia sensei wanted to talk to me. so yeah i told her my reason. and why i wanna learn jap. those kind of stuff. but now i dunno. am i rly still interested? or am i carrying on just to prove people wrong?
honestly, i think i'm doing both but the latter outweighs my interest :/ so i rly dunno what to do. i feel like i've got very little time and i'm not managing it well. like here i am blogging. but i dunno. sometimes, it's just too hard to rly do something. i feel so not accomplished today :/
chem test coming up soon. and i haven't studied for it. and for once this year, i can't be bothered. i'm rly sick of all this competing and stuff. always having to match up with people because they think you can't do it, so you'll want to prove them wrong.
today was nothing much. was too tired in geog. couldn't concentrate. was drowsy so gonna borrow notes frm gloria to copy. SOON. maths. i think sitting beside shirley has made my maths improve! so tts a good thing. cos i understand alr :D but my parents want me to go for maths tuition.
and it's not that i don't wanna go. but 8.30 in the morning? they know what time i come home. and thhey know i will wanna sleep in. but NOOOOO. there's only that timing left. so i went round asking. got two alr so i guess i'll jus wait and see what happens (:
band today. was rly amusing. i guess today was the day i laughed alot. but somehow, i don't feel happy now. i dunno how the four of us managed to talk abt ghosts in the end. we jumped frm the teachers that could see, to the movie rule #1. michelle's face was priceless :D she rly screamed when mag went close to her! LOL. and then her face was very red haha.
i wanted to write something here. but i guess i shouldn't now (: cos there's rly no point in it. i shall not be bothered whether she becomes pretty in real life. because me and jayme have the same thinking :D and the only way for her to look pretty is to...
i'm not gonna write it. cos michelle said i was being very mean. so yeah. haha i think today was alright. today was a rare chance where the whole double reeds section were in the same classroom. cos tiffany wanted to i think? then yah. haha it was funny. combine too (: she kept talking abt ghosts today. hilarious :D private joke ppl!
and i realise how messed up my post is. again -.- but yeah. it's proven. what you read in books, they happen in real life. so don't expect the world to be oh-so-nice. because it isn't. went lunch with vivian today. talked to vivian online. and that's what i've concluded.
so yes, in conlusion. books = reality. i'm not saying all books obviously. but yeah those on relationships and stuff. they're all basically revolving around the same thing. so come to think of it, you don't know who to trust. like who's rly your friend that kind of thing? and who knows, you might never find out.
okay this is way longer than i expected. shall focus on what i'm supposed to do now (:
