sigh.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i realise i've been rather emo lately ):
saturday had me all demoralised thanks to tuition :/ i know i'm not good at chinese, but she was so direct. and i guess i'm just not used to me pointing it out to me. so must be positive man! learn from limin haha. i'm gonna do well for oral. YEAH!
sunday was first maths tuition. haha i find her funny. and she keeps making careless mistakes! but at least i knew. and she found figure out and still do the qns so yeah :D don't mind continuing. but dunno if i wanna go this sat. see first (:
skipped YE to do the bao zhang lun tan thingie. HAIZ. first week of alpha and alr i'm missing it. ohwell. dinner at j8. subway with sis (: where she helped me with my letter lol. and omg that woman with her many orders O: but i had the patience to wait alright! just to let you all know. i'm learning to control alr :D although it's abit hard. seeing as how my whole family have short tempers x)
okay. slept at 2plus jus to complete the thing. GREAT. then still had to play morning assembly on monday. was so tired. mag still complain she only had five hours of sleep. so i told her i only had three hours plus of sleep. sigh. haha i'm full of complaints ): i complain to different ppl. cos different ppl got different reactions :D and also cos i need to confide in ppl. so yeah!
ohoh and i killed a beetle in the middle of the night! but i didn't dare to get rid of it. so i left it on the floor. but i think it's been cleared alr? i hope so. if not it'll be so gross :/ haha okay. skipped jap cos i realised that bio test was on tues. i was rly tired too. so i figured even if i went for jap, i wouldn't be able to concentrate and would just be sleeping. so i skipped.
only to get found out by my mom ): and like omg. same train. same cabin i think? but yeah. so i told the truth. and i could have cried then and there at the station. in front of brenda haha. so embarrassing! but she thinks i'm that kind who will cry over this type of stuff. haha so i went to her house to study. it was quite productive. although when we decided to play step up 2, got kinda distracted. so i stopped after listening to church haha!
and time flew rly fast. so anw came back home. eat watch romantic princess (: bathe then study somemore. went to sleep at 11plus. so not so bad. but the test was :/ come and cheat my feelings! and i was rly tired during geog. and the test on rivers is gonna be so screwed. cos we all dunno. SIGH.
i found band today tiring. haha today was rly funny. michelle and her "new" strap. it's not that new alr anw. haha and sandy's ghosts! omg she's still talking abt that i can't believe. and i where got never come for so long huh! i was there last thurs. only tues. haha but then i realise lately i've been missing some pracs. can't rmb why though. except for the most recent one. health checkup haha!
so yeah i found band tiring mainly cos i was too tired? haha then i felt like puking actually. michelle asked if i was sick, haha then i was like not rly. probably too tired. haha so overall it was okay. haha i told her abt the thing tt happened on mon. her reaction was the same as everyone else's. so i can conclude that God was probably giving me a lesson ): and i won't do it again cos i'm rly scared of Him. next time i'll tell the truth!
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me up
