lunch!
Saturday, May 10, 2008
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love." - Neil Gaiman.
took this from limin's blog. i realise how true it is. and it's rly scary. it suddenly reminded me of squall. that whole building up defenses so that you won't get hurt thing. i don't like the fact that it's true :/ and i've been thinking about what i've been doing. i guess i shouldn't think too much. thinking only makes you more depressed. think happy thoughts :D
maths tuition today! haha today was quite slack. she could tell that i was going out for lunch. since i wasn't wearing shorts. lunch was at goodwood park hotel? high-class place alright :D haha cos my dad wanted to bring grandma out for lunch to celebrate mother's day. haha my grandma's rly cute. apparently when she went for check-up then test her eyesight or something the doctor said she cheated! haha so funny. as in how she said it jus now.
yay dessert there was mango sago with pomelo! it sounds nicer when you say it in cantonese. but i dunno the exact pinyin so shan't write it out :D the food there was alright. no chi tuition today! teacher wasn't feeling well. so i'm having tuition tmr ): ON MOTHER'S DAY! no nice place to eat at again :/
dinner was fried rice for me which made me feel so full and fat. when i'm free, i'll be like jingyi and walk home and lose weight :D
