far longer than forever
Friday, March 13, 2009
school's ended but i still have to go back to it anyway, with four and a half hours of practice O: i just hope she'll be nice and give us a break in between if not i think i'll just die. ytd was bad enough! made me wanna train myself just so i won't faint from playing. and stop all those gushes of pain to my brain.
ytd was demoralising though. sigh. but after today i'm okay :D at least for band anyway.
18 MORE DAYS! gah.
today really felt like an unlucky day! friday the 13th O: it started on such a bad note. totally ruined my mood. but towards the end it was alright i guess.
oh i just remembered. i like where i'm sitting at right now during combine :D the view's more fun haha.
ohwell for some reason i feel emotionally drained. until there's nothing to feel.
so right now, i just hope i can make it through. sigh i wish i could go back to being a small kid, watching disney shows and even non-disney ones like swan princess. and be an innocent little kid thinking that life is a happy journey.
sadly, life's not like that :/
If only there was such a thing.
